Broken

I guess nobody could ever understand how pain was i.
I can't believe i'm cryin for this, i'm a failure. TOTALLY a failure.
And i could never believe he will hurt me like this. I broke my promise. i said i will never cry for this, but the fact is i did. I really wanna cryyyyy.
I HATE HIM!

" ur things wat related to me?"
this sentences was really really hurtful, i can't stand for it. My mood is just slightly better abit, then he told me this, after that it was broken, nobody can cure it. eVEN myself.

I don't know why things would go out like this. While we're starin the conversation really nice, he find me to chat. It's no turnin back. it was already hurt me hardly, it's worse den u killin me by usin a knife, maybe die could better then this.
i don't know why could i care him so much, since he don't care about me..

But if u really don't even care about me why do u askin act like very guan sam me? U angry when i don't want to tell u my things. U don't like it when i'm keepin secret from u, right? my feelings won't wrong. But why? why could u ever hurt me like this? If u really don't care about me then just don't choi me la. Why u want to be so guan sam me? STOP IT LA, it's enough. WO SOU GOU LE!!! Is it that u knew that i liked u, u don't like me but u want me to suffer?? OK, u're succeed, HAPPY? until this moment, i'm still..........

THAT'S WHY I SAY I'M STUPID!