Can u hear me?

Sleepin.. sleepin.. and sleepin..
Damn sleepy recently. Whenever i'm boring or nothing to do. My brain only call me to sleep. Dont noe why=.=. I slept at 10 yesterday. But today still wanna sleep. When i see the book then i'll feel sleepy again. Sei lo.. I wanna study man. But how am i gonna study in this condition?? in sleepy mood plus, hell missin him again.. Why?? haix.

Dreamin and dreamin. These days i keep thinkin of those pictures, when he is beside me. But where is him now? where is him now? I dont noe what i gonna do. But i will surely settle this after exam. I noe i said is zillion times ago but in fact i haven ready yet. Well, is not that i wanna broke my promise, but i really dont noe how to say. But i noe, i will regret if i still dont dare to say.

How much i wannt shout,
I-L-0-V-E-U-S-O-M-U-C-H!!!
Can u hear it???
oh pls, dont be so cruel to me. I just need u.....



1830

I-f-e-e-l-s-o-?

Days by days, it's passin really fast. Fast till i can't even catch it. I don't want it to over that fastt, please..

Went jade's house today. We, which include wan ting and pearl, chat alot of things today. I even cried. I just sad, and feel very pityful for her. I just wanna tell her, no matter what, she is still my friend, and this will never change.

Miss him damn siao today. Don't know why >.<. I wanted to see him now, i need a hug, so muchh. I can't believe i'm writin about him again. Because i had a promise to myself, and now i can't do it. Hell... I really don't know what so good about him, i'm goin to give up but things haven go up yet, i seems to miss him sooo muchh when the time comes, or whenever i see him, because i can't even control myself. I need him badly now.. BADLY..

Hiiiiiiiiii~~

It's since SOOOOOOOO longggggggg i never sign in this blog recently, LOL. Well, i just have nothin to do and gonna leave somethin here.

Tomorrow, tomorrow, and tommorow, exam again. Damn sien, BM BC. I'm hell not in mood to study anythin for this stupidly ass monthly test, duh, lazy. And i'm ready to accept the feelings when i got my results. But i have no feelin with that, even i think about when i'm gonna fail every single of my subject. Aiya don't care la, I just wanna rest for this monthly test.

Sleepy, and sleepy. Sometimes i wonder am i sleepin but while i'm not? I can feel that the bed is touchin me but actually i'm just dreamin, damn crazy la these days=.=, i gonna get mentally problem le u noe zzz. Sot, everyday think of nonsense and useless things.

Problems, problems, and problems. Damn headache. I don't know what to do. Everyday everytime everythin is changin in every seconds. Nobody noes what will happen next. And i doubt, why do everybody can be like, "fax-machine-in-da-office"? It means, human's face can be changin really fast in front of different people, just lik the fax machine in, erm example my mum's office? The paper is keep faxin and faxin non-stop, receivin and sendin papers to others. Just like humans, gettin and givin things but in the fake way. Well i don't noe what am i crappin here=.=, but it's time to go, so BYE. I will visit u more oftenly if i can=). BYE MY DEAR BLOGIE!


2332

zzzz...

Don't know how to describe my mood now. Very complicated. Want cry but can't cry. I just don't feel well today. Anyway, i'm lazy on bloggin now, sign in for fun only.. zzzzzzz.

Tian jiu jiu wo ba!!!

Schol reopen, again.
Back to the borin and busy life. Tuition; homeworks; activities, etc.
Anyway, i'm really not in mood to study yet. There's still a lot of things i haven settle yet. I can't concentrate on studyin before i settlin those problems. haix. TIAN ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

The Nin Chor Yi

Nin chor yi ady.
Damn sien. Yesterday whole day go people's house bai nian. Listen those relatives takin crap. Zzz.. Really borin u know? Plus this year nobody sms with me. I sit there really like sho po only. haix, kelian. Later somemore going back to gemas, cham lurhhhh, i will sien till !@#$$%^^&&*(()+-=!!!!

Gtg lurrrrrrhh.. daddy scoldin, haven write finish also, haixx...
BYEBYE


1250

CNY?

The air around me is tellin.. CNY is gettin closer and closer. But anyway, i don't really smell the feelin of CNY. Unlike last year, before CNY i will be very very happy but now i didn't feel anythin special. CNY den CNY la, so what? It's just a chinese festival to get angpaus or money or meet people. And the fact is i don't even wish the CNY to come, after CNY then have to face the first term exam. Haixxx. I really scare i will fail everythin la. G o s h. It's just a week.

He don't seemz wanna talk with me anymore. Sadzz. Am i that irritatin? or annoyin? Makes him don't wanna talk with me. Right? haixxx. I'm so sad. Think back last year's today. I might be sms-in with him till midnight.. Really really miss that time. haixxxxxxxxx.....