*Sick*

AHHH CHEWWWWW!!!
Really really cham today. Fever + flu + headache. Doctor said i'm so,e kind of person that lack of blood, that's why i will always feel wan tor tor, sometimes really pening till want to faint. g o s h!
Went badminton today after tuition, i really don't what am i doin the whole day. b-l-u-r~~ Tuition that time i really feel like sleepin already, plus it's BM subject, somemore KARANGAN, damn it. After tuition went badminton, don't know what's the purpose to go there, just play phone only, waste my time.

Finally back home, after dinner i'm goin to oi, sleepyyyyyy~~
GOOD NITE！！

Me, again, alone, quiet

Haix, what a lonely Sunday. So-called family day. Mummy went out with her friends, daddy went fishin with his friends, brother went to competition. Only left out me and the maid, again. Ok it's fine, i called up Wan ting, unfortunately she went home. Fine too, i called pearl, she went out. Everyone is busy on this stupid weekend besides me. So borin nothing to do. Online watch anime, watch show, yesh what a good time for me to, but i have to scare about the bill. Nobody's free to chat with me. Who can i find to accompany me? HATE TO BE LONELY!!! felt so left out.
Whoever readin this, feel free to 'pui' me???!!!??? Or there's still a nobody?

T i r e d of everythin!!!!

Damnly moody~~
aihx, many things happened today. First of all, being scolded then scolded. Then....
really don't know how to explain. i felt so tired of trustin people. Felf so tired of acting impregnable; felt tired of crushin him, or even actin i didn't have any feelings towards him; felt tired of lyin to myself. Everytime i'm tryin to be the best, to let everyone felt that i'm the happiest person. Laughin and playin happily around my friends everyday. Pretend to be joyful. I'M SO TIRED OF ALL THESE THINGS!! Sometimes i need a break, i will be sad. I need someone to understand me. i need a good listener. And most of all i need a HUG, i really WANT a hug!! I'm just a normal-secondary-school-girl. Just like other girls, i'm emotional, gets angry easily. Yesss, but after all, girls are some kind of person like this because, we need somebody to coax, to calm us down, healed us. But why do guys always don't get what we really want? He always don't get what'd i felt. Or even sometimes don't care about me. Is this called 'negliment'? YES totally agree!! It's hurt when your him or her to be negliment towards you isn't it, don't you agree? And he's slowin hurtin me, but the worst is he don't even noticed that, that's even hurtful. Feel so difficult for myself. At this moment, i felt so.. fed up. Why there must be so many strees to a ordinary girl like me? Why there must be so many things happen to me in a same time? Many things happened tonight. i thought there're my best time after exam, but now i fount it even worse. i'd rather choose to exam. At least i can keep myself busy without thinkin so perplexity. God, please help me, get rid of these!! i'm really tired....

无无聊聊又一天……

无无聊聊又一天。我的日子真是越来越没用了！
今天在学校，做些什么无聊的心理测验，闷毙了！简直是无聊透顶，毫无意义。蒙查查的我又过了一天。〉。〈 咳……现在的日子真不知怎么过。以前考试的时候就求神拜佛要考完试，放假；现在呢，考完试油没事做。之前还说有什么大计划，现在也不觉得什么了。救命！

上完无聊的“课”后，回家紧接下来取补习。现在我终于知道原来pmr真得很容易。你试下去看看那些F4的问题，头都痛了。尤其是国语，真不至明年该怎么办才好T.T，真惨！我反而羡慕那是明年要考pmr的家伙起来了，乍到！

明天后天都决定了不要上学了，不然到那边也是浪费时间而已，倒不如在家睡觉算了，或则四处走也好，方正就是不要到学校去无聊了，直到下个星期，他们都考完试了，又可以见到他，好开心哦！XD。我开始学pearl的语气了=.=。swt

I want watch arrrrrr T.T

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr gek sei ngo..
Damn the stupid utube."Get the latest adobe flash player"=.=. I ming ming installed liao de, but it still shows the same thing for me, yesterday still can watch then suddenly can't..>.< I LEFT THE ENDIN ONLY LE, HUAN HUAN AI!!! SOBXXXXX. So desperatey to watch arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! Please laaaaaaaa T.T..

Haix, i guess nowadays-me really sot liao. i slept at 9pm just now. Can't watch huan huan ai den straight to the bed. An di thought i will sleep till tomorrow morning but in fact i woke up at 1am=.=. When i woke up i thought it's morning, when i wanna brish my teeth i found out it's still midnight. go sh !

Lastly, i still wanna cry for the showwwwwwwwwww SOBXXXXX I WANT WATCH ERRRR T.T

很冷……

夜深了。
外面细细的小雨却没有平伏我。我还是觉得很冷…………很冷。冷到我自己也无法感觉自己。这种感受，不知你们有没有试过呢？真得很不舒服。
我事实上却是很累，眼皮快掉下来了，但却不知为什么得睡不着。=。=。咳…………我也不明白。

明天终于可以回学校了，我第六灵感告诉我，明天总不会有好事发生。很不祥的预感，让我感受到莫名其妙的害怕。这种感觉，的确是无法解释，也没有人会明白。

Cold~~

I just feel so.. cold.
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endz

Lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyz sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

Ishhhhhh~~ So sleepyyyyyyyyyyyyy today, currently not enough sleeppppp, aihzz. Still haven take my mind to go schol or not for tommorow. I don't want to cut my nails la T.T. Keep it for 2 weeks liao le. Cut liao very sam tong de le. haiz. But if i don't scholl ma very borin. See how la XD. Monday don't want go Tuesday go xP.

Huahaaaaaaaa, lazyz-me, plus lazy to wake upppp so earlyyyyyyyy. Wuuuuuuuuuuuu~~
NOthing special today, just went out den eat eat eat eat eat eat come back then sleep for ah hour then watch tvvvvv untill now online, lol.

okluuuuu show load finish le i guessssss, after show den oioi XD. NITEZ


t h e e n d
2259 21/10/07

C-r-a-z-y-z-m-e-~!!!!

Bubububububuuububububub~~
I guess got 2 days never sign in this le, hehee. B u s y - A.n.i.m.e, DRIVEES PEOPLE CRAZY, ughhhhhhh!!
3 days finish blood+, next romeo x juliet XD. After that must finish nanoha, then i wanna watch ghost huntttxx!!! SYOKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!! It's really fun to watch anime like crazy, so e n j o y i n XD.

This is my life after pmr, huaha!
W H Y? u jealous ar??? xP

Ehhhhhooooo, tomorrow goin out again, IOI=.=. Never mind, as long as can out, haha, IN LUV WITH MY LIFE NOW!!!

^^

P h e w z, finally back from johor today. Hehe, didn't get the time to sign in the blogger untill now. Guess what's the time now? 0224 xP. Geng le. Today reached at home at about 4 stg. Came back on awhile den went out again. After dinner and everythin back to home. Tv tv tv. Then online again, chat chat chat. Then Blood+. Now only get the time to sign in this, hehe.

By the way, i'm really happy today^^.我终于和他说回话了。好开心哦！从昨天晚上到现在，我一直都跟他传信息谈天。好久没这样了，真的好高兴哦！（；这种感觉真好，好像回到以前，意志和他吵架的日子。我真的好兴奋呢！我真的真的真的真的好喜欢你哦！！！

B l o o d +

Chiropteran – is an un-dead monster with a grotesque figure once human, but changed. Lucky there is a secret organization called Red Shield, they exist to hunt down the Chiroptearns and figure out how they come to exist.

It is the year 2003, in Okinawa. A high school girl Otonashi Saya spends her life peacefully with her adopted father George and his two adopted sons Kai and Riku.

Saya cannot seem to remember anything before one year ago.

Her father is strangely visited by a man named David, who seems to be hiding something about himself and Saya.

Finally, she meets Haji, a mysterious figure in a black suite playing a cello. He seems to know a lot about her past, yet is very silent.

On her way back to school to pick up something she forgot, a Chiropertan confronts her and trys to kill her, when Haji comes and saves her and teaches her that only her blood can kill these Chiropertan and the source of the problems.


Trust me it was an awesome anime^^

H a i z

Another borin day. Whole day just anime anime anime till i forgot myself, even night also dream about anime=.=. BUT IT WAS COOL^^ HAHA!! First time i dreamed that i'm a character of anime and i'm.. erm, POWERFUL. It feels great^^.

Phewwww. So tired, just tidy up my room and everythin today. Now my room looks nice without all those "useless-for-mua-anymore" books. Haha! Two box wasn't enough to keep them=.=. So tirin for just keepin them. Plus, i tidy up my earrings stuff. Gui sei ngo.

Tomorrow goin ioi. Y E A H! I've lookin for gai gai again since the 1u, don't wanna stay at home just online, i will chi sin(;. I wanna buy handfree for mp3 also, can't wait for tomorrow, even its just ioi^^.

Goshhhhhh. Guess what, i feel that my hair long liao=.=. It's a week ago since i cut my hair.. crazy nia.

He on. h a i z. I feel like talkin to him but, don't dare. Don't know why. Teach me what to do la weiii. I wanna ask him somethin bout d lame stufff. But i'm still not brave enough to do so. h a i z. SUAN!!


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T h e e n d
0025, 12th of october 2007

Meaningless

忽然好想他哦！
他已不知不觉中，成为我心中的一部分了，怎么也忘不掉。我也已习惯默默的想念他，虽然他想念的可能不是我，但我已经很满意了。只要我默默的想念着他，就已经够了。。。只要我知道他其实还在意我，也已经够了。。。
不知道他现在在干嘛呢？因该在读书吧！我虽然没亲口说出来，但我还是会默默的支持你，加油哦！！！^^

Holidays sibeh sien. Online online online until get scolded. Sleep sleep sleep until get scolded. Eat eat eat until get fatter=.=. Do u know how meaningless is my life now huh? At home sit sit sit till my legs also can feel the boringness.
Now lookin for something else to do, but still didn't get what i actually can do now, haiz. H a i z, today my job is just whole-day-dreammer and listening to songs. Anime also lazy liao, haiz, tell me what can i do other then that?

Just argue with wan ting, about the ioi stuff. Lame. Lazy to explain here, but she's just too.. haiz.. Really hoped to hang out la.!!! Anyone there whoever readin this, CAN JUST PUI ME?? JUST ANYWHERE YOUR WISH!!!I DON'T WANT TO STAY AT HOME PLEASE!!!


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T h e e n d
2310 Wednesday 10th of September 2007

Hate that i love you - NICE

That’s how much I love you (yeah)
That’s how much I need you (yeah, yeah, yeah)
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do
make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No..

[Ne-Yo:]
but you won’t let me
You upset me girl
and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

[Ne-Yo:]
But I hate it

[Rihanna:]
You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

[Ne-Yo:]
Girl, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

[Ne-Yo:]
[Hate That I Love You lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

[Rihanna:]
Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

[Ne-Yo:]
And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

[Rihanna:]
That’s how much I love you
How much I need you
That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you

[Rihanna (Ne-Yo):]
And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy (Hey)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I can’t stand how much I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah...ooh)
But I just can’t let you go (But I just can’t let you go, no)
And I hate that I love you so

[Both:]
And I hate that I love you so.. so..

It just sucks.

Why? Can tell me why?
What do u feel when u are being hate by somebody, and what if the somebody is one of your close friend?

I do not know that she cared it so much. I do not know that she don't like more people to be together. Isn't that she DON'T LIKE ME? Or what? I'm just wondering.
What's she jealous on? It's just, weird. Why she does not like me to be with her? Why? Why she do not like me to close with her? WHY? G o s h ! Lately i found out, sometimes friends are sucks.I'm always tryin my best to get everythin better, but it always end up with an.. argue?


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T h e e n d
2056, 9th of September 2007

The Sien Life *

What a borin day i have today, stick to the pc almost whole day, SO SIEN!!!

HUAHAHAHAHAH, had a hair cut today. SHORT SHORT SHORT!!! Try new thing ma. But never mind, i like it xP. I feel so 'light' now, haha. Pearl cut hers too, almost the same style as me, just that her want longer. Wan ting cut liao = never cut=.=. Looks like same only.

Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh, still never gain the chance to chat with him. Just, don't feel like, don't know why. Whatever, don't wanna disturb him for now.
But actually, i'm feelin even better now. Just that sometimes i will miss him very suddenly. But others of all, it's still ok for me. At least, i never feel "san fu" anymore. I enjoy it even i'm missin him.

"shang fu kap"
Hmm, feel so "heng song" now. HOU HENG SONG AR. I'm thinkin, what is my next plan now. I'm too free till its borin=.=. Nothing to do pun, just online online, then anime anime, then eat eat sleep sleep. i've hoped i got something else to do la wei.
The life after pmr. It's wat i 've been waiting so long to reach, but now, really nothing to do la haiz. I wish to back to school now, at least got friends to accompany me.


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T h e e n d
1700, Sunday, 7th of October 2007

Cancerian, it's exactly me huh:?

JU LY=ATTITUDE
outgo ing personality. takes risks.
feeds on
attention. no self control. kind
hearted. self
confident. loud and boisterous. VERY
revengeful.& amp; lt;BReasy to get along
with
and talk to. has
an "every
thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking
and singing.
loves music. daydreamer. easily
distracted . Hates
not being trusted. BIG imagination.
love s to be
loved. hates studying. in need of "that
someone".lo ngs for freedom. rebellious
whenwi thheld or
restricted. lives by "no pain no gain"
caring.
always a suspect. playful. mysterious.
"char ming"
or "beautiful" to everyone. stubborn.
curious .
independent. strong willed. a fighter.

I Think of You

I've been hearing this song over and over again today. Its just, NICE. It have a nice lyrics. That's why i'm so in luv with this song.

When I'm down and all alone
When nothing seems to matter
When I lose my hope
When I'm sad and confused
When it all gets turned around and 'round
I can't seem to reach for solid ground
When everything I've believed in seems untrue
All I have to do

[Chorus]
Is think of you
I think of you and it's gone
Like you chase away the storm
Making it all okay
I think of you
I think of you and I'm strong
And I know I can go on
It's like you set me free
When life gets the best of me
I just think of you

Now I know what love means
And whatever life may hold for me
Through the fire
Through the rain I believe

Cause there's nothing I can't bear
Knowing that you will be there
If I fall I won't break
Through it all I'll make it through
Cause all I have to do

[Chorus]
And when I think I'm all alone
I can't see the way to go
Lost in the rain of my own tears
To wash away the pain and fear

[Chorus]
For the good times and the bad times
I just think of you
Cause you know you get the best of me
I just think of you

Went to 1U^^

WOOHOO~~
Went back from 1U. Even it's abit borin xP, but counted fun la. After 1 month exam-in, finally can hang out with friends HEHE. Great huh? I'm so surprised that pearl went with us XD.

We watch a movie call 'hairspray'. It's type of dancing, watch til kinda high. The first time i watch a movie, the whole room of people shout together, SO HIGH, LETS GET HIGH!!

Anyway, just signed in for fun, nothing special to write now. Gonna tv luuu, BUAIX

SYOKNYA

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
PMR IS OVER, WE ARE FREE NOW!!!!

Wow just feel so excited(:, but in fact i very scare too, haiz. Before pmr scare after also scare, i scare my geografi cant score A ar, careless like idiot T.T. Now the folio is my only hope le.

Whatever. At least it's over, i don't have to study now=). MUAHAHA, now it's my time to see people study, i can do anything i want, I'VE GOT A LOT OF CRAZY PLANNING, I'M GOING NUTSSSSSSSSS....

First of all, HAVE A HAIR CUT!!
Secondly, TV AND ANIME & NON-STOP WATCHING SHOWS.
Next, GO SHOPPIN AND SHOPPIN AND MOVIE, if got member la xP.

The first 3 planning i can think of now, still got alot la XD

BUT LATER GOIN TO 1U AR!!! SYOKNYAAAA~~~