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Don't know how to describe my mood now. Very complicated. Want cry but can't cry. I just don't feel well today. Anyway, i'm lazy on bloggin now, sign in for fun only.. zzzzzzz.

Tian jiu jiu wo ba!!!

Schol reopen, again.
Back to the borin and busy life. Tuition; homeworks; activities, etc.
Anyway, i'm really not in mood to study yet. There's still a lot of things i haven settle yet. I can't concentrate on studyin before i settlin those problems. haix. TIAN ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!

The Nin Chor Yi

Nin chor yi ady.
Damn sien. Yesterday whole day go people's house bai nian. Listen those relatives takin crap. Zzz.. Really borin u know? Plus this year nobody sms with me. I sit there really like sho po only. haix, kelian. Later somemore going back to gemas, cham lurhhhh, i will sien till !@#$$%^^&&*(()+-=!!!!

Gtg lurrrrrrhh.. daddy scoldin, haven write finish also, haixx...
BYEBYE


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CNY?

The air around me is tellin.. CNY is gettin closer and closer. But anyway, i don't really smell the feelin of CNY. Unlike last year, before CNY i will be very very happy but now i didn't feel anythin special. CNY den CNY la, so what? It's just a chinese festival to get angpaus or money or meet people. And the fact is i don't even wish the CNY to come, after CNY then have to face the first term exam. Haixxx. I really scare i will fail everythin la. G o s h. It's just a week.

He don't seemz wanna talk with me anymore. Sadzz. Am i that irritatin? or annoyin? Makes him don't wanna talk with me. Right? haixxx. I'm so sad. Think back last year's today. I might be sms-in with him till midnight.. Really really miss that time. haixxxxxxxxx.....

Luv or not?

Awww.. just went back from tuition class den online.. damn lazy to do homeworks la.. wat hell peka and article.. damn lazy to do liao.. Not going to do ady, just leave it there suan le.

I'm startin to confuse about my feelings again. H.e.l.l. Sometimes i will luv him to death. Sometimes i don't really miss him. Wth am i thinkin? Sometimes i think it's not worth to like him anymore, then i will just forget him and like another one. But when it comes, i will just miss and miss and miss him till die. How ar???????? haix. Anyways, i really hope i can like another one lo.

My case and pearl's are similar again. Coolman. Everytime also like that, zha. s t u p i d x .

So, ai ta? hai shi ta?


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P a i n

Sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick...
pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain pain
T_______T..

Raining..

"Raining.. raining and raining.. my mood just as the weather now.."
What i typed for my personal message today. truth. i feel so moody now. Miss him damn much. He might be not at home now, maybe havin fun at somewhere with other people. I just miss him to death u know? Could u understand how much i miss him?
Tonight will be my lonely night. Parents went out for dinner, brother not at home.. What can i do for tonight? i just feel like hanging out and don't want to sit at home to feel the loneliness. But where can i go alone? i don't feel like doing those stupid homework la.. haix..

Save me...?
Really miss him.

答案？？？

绕了这么大的一圈。。。我发觉，我喜欢的始终都是他。。。
我真的以为。。。真的以为。。。我已经放弃了他。那段时间里，我的确没有想起他，也没有想念他。。。
但然而，那段时间里，我却觉得有点空虚。。。终觉得缺少了一样东西。。。直到现在我才发觉，我其实根本没有放弃他。。。就算我喜欢上其他人，我对他还是会有感觉。。。而现在的我，也越来越喜欢他。。。喜欢他有错吗？？？我决定了，无论如何，这件事还是该解决，我不能这样下去。。。一直为他浪费时间。不然我永远也放不下他。。。这件事还是该有个答案。。。


2015