sigh

Diary ar diary.. can u mention how hurt am i now? i feel hard on breathin man.. I had the biggest argue with him today.. Maybe he don't take it as anythin, but for me, it's truely hurt.. through the way he hurtin me, u can see that. Even he said a sorry to me, but i'm still very sad, u noe?
I really realised i'm a true dumbo. Do u still think that i need to tell him? Should i? i'm so confuse. Should i start everythin again with a zero????
Early i took my mind to, but now, i'm thinkin should i.. i really luv him as it can't to given up that easy. Do u think likin someone for a year can be given up that easy? i hoped it is...
Damn sad~ sighh~~


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