G.o.s.h, today is the fishest day in my life. Maybe i'm too nervous, i almost forget today is goin to sit pmr=.=. At home that time, nervous nervous nervous, scare scare scare, then reached schol, straight away go up to class=.=, what the !@#$%^&*()-+. Then when i walked down, i found out i went out cause i wanna take a notebook that i left inside my class, THEN, went up again to take it, FISH RIGHT??? O h m y g o d!!
HAIZ, today BM, comfirmed no A liao la T.T. Damn it, hard like shit, spotted karangan all didn't come out also, somemore say from Wahab want sure come out wor=.= WHAT THE..
Suan liao ba, at least i can throw away my BM book now!!!!!
But later have to study science and BI, haiz, damn damn damn. SCIENCE, the hardest of all after BM, haiz..
JIU MIN AR!!!
Sunday, September 30, 2007
CALM DOWN!!
Woohoo~~
woke up at tepat tepat 5 in the morning, don't ask me why, ask my brain. I very nervous la wei. I'm tryin myself to calm down, but now better la +)
Later wanna sleep awhile more, scare not enouf sleep, yesterday plan to sleep at nine but lastly slept at 11=.=. Really can't sleep ma.
Brushed my teeths; washed my face; wore my clothes;
everything is ok now, excepy myself.
OK, just don't be so worry la ruby tang yee theng, am i tryin to give myself some consolation?=.=.
Chao lo,
ALL THE BEST FOR ME OK?
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
##
shooted by
bBz
0608, Monday, 1st of october 2007
woke up at tepat tepat 5 in the morning, don't ask me why, ask my brain. I very nervous la wei. I'm tryin myself to calm down, but now better la +)
Later wanna sleep awhile more, scare not enouf sleep, yesterday plan to sleep at nine but lastly slept at 11=.=. Really can't sleep ma.
Brushed my teeths; washed my face; wore my clothes;
everything is ok now, excepy myself.
OK, just don't be so worry la ruby tang yee theng, am i tryin to give myself some consolation?=.=.
Chao lo,
ALL THE BEST FOR ME OK?
WISH ME LUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!
##
shooted by
bBz
0608, Monday, 1st of october 2007
Saturday, September 29, 2007
What should i do?
Haiz, suddenly very scare. I scare i can't do well in my BM paper la. =.=, damn the BM, how good if we don't have to study BM, haiz.
Wrote some karangans today, the jenayah thing i used 2 hours to finish man=.=. Really can't think of the point la. Very scare if PMR also like that. Haiz. Later somemore have to study about the novel part, h e a d a c h e. BM SUCKS MAN!!! Really scare i can't score an A for it X_x, just wish myself luck.
##
I really don't understand what my brain thinking through now, at this so nervous moment and it's the last chance-study moment, suddenly i very miss him. How good if he wish me again and give me confidence? How good if he message me and sayin supports me? How good if i can chat with him and decrease my nervous-ness? How good if he is beside me? How good if i'm huggin him? GOSH i'm just thinkin too much. I promised myself not to think too much, and now i SHOULD NOT think of all these things!!! ARGH, wish to shout hardly now. HELP ME??? I miss him so much.
Truly by,
M.E
T h e e n d
1947, Saturday, 19th of September
Wrote some karangans today, the jenayah thing i used 2 hours to finish man=.=. Really can't think of the point la. Very scare if PMR also like that. Haiz. Later somemore have to study about the novel part, h e a d a c h e. BM SUCKS MAN!!! Really scare i can't score an A for it X_x, just wish myself luck.
##
I really don't understand what my brain thinking through now, at this so nervous moment and it's the last chance-study moment, suddenly i very miss him. How good if he wish me again and give me confidence? How good if he message me and sayin supports me? How good if i can chat with him and decrease my nervous-ness? How good if he is beside me? How good if i'm huggin him? GOSH i'm just thinkin too much. I promised myself not to think too much, and now i SHOULD NOT think of all these things!!! ARGH, wish to shout hardly now. HELP ME??? I miss him so much.
Truly by,
M.E
T h e e n d
1947, Saturday, 19th of September
Thursday, September 27, 2007
LETS'S PASS WITH FLYIN COLOUS!!
Just came back from school, or i should say just back from drinks with friends. We went the Penang's restaurant just now for a drink. A whole gang of people, 10+,cool, huh? I hink it's more, with UM's people also. haha yea, even it's just awhile but we havin fun. Talkin and jokin around. Maybe it's a way for us to relax before the PMR, 3 days more then we have to face it. Don't know why, even that i'm not ready yet, but i feel so excited man. Lolx, i hoped it can come faster and i can drop it faster.
My classmates are crazy. They are goin to badminton later i think if didn't cancel=.=. Swt. siaox la. But today l lazy to read the book and practise again, even i'm forced to, if i want good results. LET'S PASS WITH FLYIN COLOUS GUYS, all the best for u all and thanks for everyone1's wishes!! Wah suddenly feel like sleepin tim=.=. Never mind later go sleep. Haha xP.
I planned not to study on Sunday. The last day should relax and relax, to cool down myself. The best way is online xP, haha see first la.
Ok la, nothin much to write today, just wish me luck yea!!!
##
T h e e n d
1235, Friday, 29th of september
My classmates are crazy. They are goin to badminton later i think if didn't cancel=.=. Swt. siaox la. But today l lazy to read the book and practise again, even i'm forced to, if i want good results. LET'S PASS WITH FLYIN COLOUS GUYS, all the best for u all and thanks for everyone1's wishes!! Wah suddenly feel like sleepin tim=.=. Never mind later go sleep. Haha xP.
I planned not to study on Sunday. The last day should relax and relax, to cool down myself. The best way is online xP, haha see first la.
Ok la, nothin much to write today, just wish me luck yea!!!
##
T h e e n d
1235, Friday, 29th of september
Me of today
Oh my god, it's just few days ago and i'm sitting here online huh??
Whatever, i should'nt study too much, it makes me feel more even stress, not from parents, but me myself.
I'm tryin my best to do everythin i can, but don't know why, i just cant concentrate on doing my things, example like when i'm studyin, my brain wanted to study but my heart does'nt want to. Now it's days ago, and i'm feelin nothing but nervous. The first day then is the worst subject of all, BM. Even the seminar teacher is giving me a lot of confidence but, i still don't think i can score a A for it. I really hoped to. I hoped everything would be perfect. I hoped pmr can pass faster. I hoped this and that. But what's the point for me to hope? It's so impossible for my target.
"Ok just stop thinkin everyhin and try to be relax"
a message for me and myself.
##
I don't know what's on my mind and don't know what am i thinkin through, but i knew, it's impossible to forget everything about him, even i'm tryin my best to.
Sometimes i blamed myself for such stupidness, there was a lot of chance for me to give up, but i didn't choose to. I just hope to be just like now, nothing but just nothing, i don't want a bf now, i don't need to. I knew i can't. And i didn't hope to be like last time, maybe now is the best for me, who knows? i just hoped us to be happy with our life now. I just want to like him. Just, like. Purely. Maybe i wasn't suppose to fall in love with him, and he doesn't suppose to mean that much to me. But i don't mind it. I knew what am i doin. Maybe u guys will think i'm the idiot. But it's really ok for me. I didn't mean to want anything from him, not even a single thing, just let his life goes on as he wants, then it's enough. 顺其自然 is the best way ever. Cause i'm glad with my life now, even just to like him.
T h e e n d
0015, Friday, 28th of September
Whatever, i should'nt study too much, it makes me feel more even stress, not from parents, but me myself.
I'm tryin my best to do everythin i can, but don't know why, i just cant concentrate on doing my things, example like when i'm studyin, my brain wanted to study but my heart does'nt want to. Now it's days ago, and i'm feelin nothing but nervous. The first day then is the worst subject of all, BM. Even the seminar teacher is giving me a lot of confidence but, i still don't think i can score a A for it. I really hoped to. I hoped everything would be perfect. I hoped pmr can pass faster. I hoped this and that. But what's the point for me to hope? It's so impossible for my target.
"Ok just stop thinkin everyhin and try to be relax"
a message for me and myself.
##
I don't know what's on my mind and don't know what am i thinkin through, but i knew, it's impossible to forget everything about him, even i'm tryin my best to.
Sometimes i blamed myself for such stupidness, there was a lot of chance for me to give up, but i didn't choose to. I just hope to be just like now, nothing but just nothing, i don't want a bf now, i don't need to. I knew i can't. And i didn't hope to be like last time, maybe now is the best for me, who knows? i just hoped us to be happy with our life now. I just want to like him. Just, like. Purely. Maybe i wasn't suppose to fall in love with him, and he doesn't suppose to mean that much to me. But i don't mind it. I knew what am i doin. Maybe u guys will think i'm the idiot. But it's really ok for me. I didn't mean to want anything from him, not even a single thing, just let his life goes on as he wants, then it's enough. 顺其自然 is the best way ever. Cause i'm glad with my life now, even just to like him.
T h e e n d
0015, Friday, 28th of September
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
Juz some crapz
H a i z . . . so tired of studyin man=.= . . .everyday fill up with books, bedroom full of books, messy like hell=.=, tomorrow sure kena mummy scold, damn. Few days never on only, but feel like very very long never on=.=, swt.
Last Sunday's BM seminar was GREAT man. The cikgu Wahab, the best BM teacher that i ever met. He is, uhm, cute??haha yea he is cute!!! No matter how many hours he talk i surely won't sleep, somemore laugh like hell lolx. Never thought that the worst subject for me but it's the best teacher and best seminar. S Y O K. . Fully hoped that my BM can score A, even it's kinda impossible x(, u know me la, BM cha like shit, if can get C in my class means very geng liao, i think only those indians can get a B in my class, really hard la X_x !!
Not goin to school tommorow. Plan to study science, a lot of bloody things to study also, damn la. The seminar teacher didn't tell us much what to study also, haiz, don't know where should i start with. Whatever, tommorow only see la=.=. But first of all i want to sleep till late late tommorow xP syoknya, very long never do so. I need an enough sleep.
Y e a h ! ! ! This Saturday got extra geo seminar, the teacher gave us FOC!!! The cikgu mahendran, something like that if i didn't spell wrong, he too kind la, he is the second best teacher from the seminar, luv him luv him, lolx. Sunday got extra sej also=.=, but not seminar, lazy la. Plan to badminton on that day la, kakacau saje the extra class, last day should rest ma=.=.
W o o h o o , done crappin, it's like i'm sayin my plannin swt
A R G H ! ! i wanna watch 舞动全城 so desperately la!!!!
Luv the songs so much
*I'm so in luv with u 以后连在一起 不管身份 爱着你 换上这一份情的美
i'm so in luv with u 以后连在一起 今生都只 抱着你 在世间投入爱也因你。
OMG NICE LYRICS!!!
T h e e n d,
0059, Wednesday, 27 September
Last Sunday's BM seminar was GREAT man. The cikgu Wahab, the best BM teacher that i ever met. He is, uhm, cute??haha yea he is cute!!! No matter how many hours he talk i surely won't sleep, somemore laugh like hell lolx. Never thought that the worst subject for me but it's the best teacher and best seminar. S Y O K. . Fully hoped that my BM can score A, even it's kinda impossible x(, u know me la, BM cha like shit, if can get C in my class means very geng liao, i think only those indians can get a B in my class, really hard la X_x !!
Not goin to school tommorow. Plan to study science, a lot of bloody things to study also, damn la. The seminar teacher didn't tell us much what to study also, haiz, don't know where should i start with. Whatever, tommorow only see la=.=. But first of all i want to sleep till late late tommorow xP syoknya, very long never do so. I need an enough sleep.
Y e a h ! ! ! This Saturday got extra geo seminar, the teacher gave us FOC!!! The cikgu mahendran, something like that if i didn't spell wrong, he too kind la, he is the second best teacher from the seminar, luv him luv him, lolx. Sunday got extra sej also=.=, but not seminar, lazy la. Plan to badminton on that day la, kakacau saje the extra class, last day should rest ma=.=.
W o o h o o , done crappin, it's like i'm sayin my plannin swt
A R G H ! ! i wanna watch 舞动全城 so desperately la!!!!
Luv the songs so much
*I'm so in luv with u 以后连在一起 不管身份 爱着你 换上这一份情的美
i'm so in luv with u 以后连在一起 今生都只 抱着你 在世间投入爱也因你。
OMG NICE LYRICS!!!
T h e e n d,
0059, Wednesday, 27 September
Saturday, September 22, 2007
Today and so on
So tired at this stupid moment, don't plan to study already, so tired, my eyes are gonna close when i read the kh book, those alatan alatan drives me crazy, a lot of things such like account, paip paip and electronic i hate it so much, sometimes i wonder whats the point for girls to study electronic and those paip thing, whats the point of studying? isn't it lame huh? For me it is=.=..and those stupid account, kunci kira kira la, simpan kira la, kira until i sot, dumb man.
Spent my whole afternoon for the seminar, 6 hours of studying, but well, it's kinda fun, i luv those teachers, they're from jabatan peperiksaan wan, and their teaching skill is cool, thats why i say its fun. Even how many hours they talk i won't feel borin and never sleepy, there's the power of them, and it's the first time that the time can past so fast for me even it's 6 hours of studying, but not include the resting time la. But tommorrow is the most boring subject and the worst subject of all, BM=.=, it's oso my favourite subject sejarah, G R E A T. And plus, tommorow got extra tutor talk, got physically doctor come to the centre and give us advice at what stream we should enter and, what type of people are we. Same thing, from 9 til 4 something i guess for tomorrow, but i hoped can stay longer, don't feel like staying at home.
Oh yeah, bought a new clothe today. It't a whole jeans. But the pant part does't fit me, upper part loose lik hell=.=, have to change it next week, 35 bucks, not cheap but not expensive too for me, cause too long din buy new clothe ma..haha stupid, lolx..
Awhile more time to sleep, eyes trying to close now=.=, afternoon sleep so long but the eyes still so lousy, swt.
###
现在的我，已经没有再想什么了，我只想一直喜欢他，直到有一天我真的忘记了他。
但我已好久好久，没跟他说话了，忽然好怀念，以前我们每天一直谈天，从早谈到晚的时光。虽然应该只有一个月，或少过吧没和他一起罢了，但这短短的一个月，对我来说，真的好长，好长……就好像一年那么长。有时，无论我再做什么，我很自然的就会想起他。但我伤心时，我也会想起他，这就好像是自然反应，好像想念他已经成为我生活的一部分了。在这一秒钟内，我真的好想好想好想，紧紧地抱着他，不说话，一直那样抱着他，但这也只是我在发梦而已。
我和他的开始，就好像一场梦，来得快，去得也快。我不知道以后会如何，现在我只想专注学业，pmr很快要来了，我不知道我可不可以放下他，但至少，我希望现在的我不会被他影响。希望我能做到吧！或许她不知道，他对我的影响可以那么深，那么深……
好希望快点考完试呢，他之前答应过会陪我出街，不知道他会遵守诺言吗？但我还是好期待啊！
###
Th e e n d
2326, 22th of september, saturday
Spent my whole afternoon for the seminar, 6 hours of studying, but well, it's kinda fun, i luv those teachers, they're from jabatan peperiksaan wan, and their teaching skill is cool, thats why i say its fun. Even how many hours they talk i won't feel borin and never sleepy, there's the power of them, and it's the first time that the time can past so fast for me even it's 6 hours of studying, but not include the resting time la. But tommorrow is the most boring subject and the worst subject of all, BM=.=, it's oso my favourite subject sejarah, G R E A T. And plus, tommorow got extra tutor talk, got physically doctor come to the centre and give us advice at what stream we should enter and, what type of people are we. Same thing, from 9 til 4 something i guess for tomorrow, but i hoped can stay longer, don't feel like staying at home.
Oh yeah, bought a new clothe today. It't a whole jeans. But the pant part does't fit me, upper part loose lik hell=.=, have to change it next week, 35 bucks, not cheap but not expensive too for me, cause too long din buy new clothe ma..haha stupid, lolx..
Awhile more time to sleep, eyes trying to close now=.=, afternoon sleep so long but the eyes still so lousy, swt.
###
现在的我，已经没有再想什么了，我只想一直喜欢他，直到有一天我真的忘记了他。
但我已好久好久，没跟他说话了，忽然好怀念，以前我们每天一直谈天，从早谈到晚的时光。虽然应该只有一个月，或少过吧没和他一起罢了，但这短短的一个月，对我来说，真的好长，好长……就好像一年那么长。有时，无论我再做什么，我很自然的就会想起他。但我伤心时，我也会想起他，这就好像是自然反应，好像想念他已经成为我生活的一部分了。在这一秒钟内，我真的好想好想好想，紧紧地抱着他，不说话，一直那样抱着他，但这也只是我在发梦而已。
我和他的开始，就好像一场梦，来得快，去得也快。我不知道以后会如何，现在我只想专注学业，pmr很快要来了，我不知道我可不可以放下他，但至少，我希望现在的我不会被他影响。希望我能做到吧！或许她不知道，他对我的影响可以那么深，那么深……
好希望快点考完试呢，他之前答应过会陪我出街，不知道他会遵守诺言吗？但我还是好期待啊！
###
Th e e n d
2326, 22th of september, saturday
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
E X A M
Exam exam exam exam exam
study study study study study
i'm so tired man
everyday exam only, brain gonna burst...haizzz...
study what shit la, don't want study la...T.T
D A M N
study study study study study
i'm so tired man
everyday exam only, brain gonna burst...haizzz...
study what shit la, don't want study la...T.T
D A M N
Sunday, September 16, 2007
H A I Z
Back to school tomorrow, a bit lazy, but desperate to back too...
Lolx so weird xP... but tomorrow have to face the damn results arr haizz...
Rest for 3 days already, time to study back=.=...SO L A Z Y !!! h a i z z z
but it's just 2 weeks ago...CHAM
Planned to cut my hair...SO DESPERATELY!!!!I WAN CUT MY HAIR!!!I WAN DRESS OUT!!!!I WAN GO GAI GAI!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just one of my plan after pmr, now what i have to do is wait wait wait wait wait study study study studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! T.T
2 weeeeeeeeeeksssssss, seems to be long but short... REALI PANIC LA!!!
Lolx so weird xP... but tomorrow have to face the damn results arr haizz...
Rest for 3 days already, time to study back=.=...SO L A Z Y !!! h a i z z z
but it's just 2 weeks ago...CHAM
Planned to cut my hair...SO DESPERATELY!!!!I WAN CUT MY HAIR!!!I WAN DRESS OUT!!!!I WAN GO GAI GAI!!!!! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Just one of my plan after pmr, now what i have to do is wait wait wait wait wait study study study studyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!! T.T
2 weeeeeeeeeeksssssss, seems to be long but short... REALI PANIC LA!!!
Friday, September 14, 2007
“ 忽隐忽现的爱情，我不想继续下去了，我只想默默的喜欢你，可以吗？”
“ 忽隐忽现的爱情，我不想继续下去了，我只想默默的喜欢你，可以吗？”
A message appeared on my mind *** And i took my mind to do that.
Thought, it's too difficuit to forget him, that's why i choose not to, maybe i will feel better doing that. Hope yes, anyway.
Maybe i got a little single feelings towards him, LOL, well, he is...uhm, not bad xP
A D D O I L XD
Finallt the trials are over... P H E W , no more trials, but the normal exams =.=
DOINK''''''''''''''''''
2 more weeks to pmr, i'm really scared...
A message appeared on my mind *** And i took my mind to do that.
Thought, it's too difficuit to forget him, that's why i choose not to, maybe i will feel better doing that. Hope yes, anyway.
Maybe i got a little single feelings towards him, LOL, well, he is...uhm, not bad xP
A D D O I L XD
Finallt the trials are over... P H E W , no more trials, but the normal exams =.=
DOINK''''''''''''''''''
2 more weeks to pmr, i'm really scared...
Saturday, September 8, 2007
Study suckssss >.<
Trial trial and trialsssssssssssssssss .. .. .. .. .. .. ..
Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...
I can't stand anymore, i have to get a rest. p h e w w . . Luckily my mum gave me back my modem, thanks god. . .
So tired, woke up early in the morning, STUDY. Then rest, then study, then rest, then study, then ON9!!!! H a i z , feel like hugging him, i can't control myself to miss him, even i'd tried to, but it never works. It will just made me miss him more. I'm suffering while i'm trying to forget him, i'm suffering while i'm trying my best to like another person.
Well, just hoped i can concentrate more on my pmr, for now.
Monday, M.A.T.H.S ~ Shit!!
Indices suckssssssssssssss!!
Study suckssssssssssssssssss!!
H a i z . . .
Duuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuussssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss...
I can't stand anymore, i have to get a rest. p h e w w . . Luckily my mum gave me back my modem, thanks god. . .
So tired, woke up early in the morning, STUDY. Then rest, then study, then rest, then study, then ON9!!!! H a i z , feel like hugging him, i can't control myself to miss him, even i'd tried to, but it never works. It will just made me miss him more. I'm suffering while i'm trying to forget him, i'm suffering while i'm trying my best to like another person.
Well, just hoped i can concentrate more on my pmr, for now.
Monday, M.A.T.H.S ~ Shit!!
Indices suckssssssssssssss!!
Study suckssssssssssssssssss!!
H a i z . . .
Sunday, September 2, 2007
Should i?
S I C K O F E V E R Y T H I N G . . .
I feeling not well now, am i thinkin too much??
Maybe, it's my problem. I'm feeing so xin ku, wo hao xiang ku ar!!!
Saw someone's message today,
如果没办法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
Should i, should i follow what he said?
I feeling not well now, am i thinkin too much??
Maybe, it's my problem. I'm feeing so xin ku, wo hao xiang ku ar!!!
Saw someone's message today,
如果没办法忘记他，就不要忘记好了。真正的忘记，是不需要努力的。
Should i, should i follow what he said?
Saturday, September 1, 2007
Damn myself
Itchy itchy ITCHY !!!!!
Damn la, forehead itchy like shit=.=, i wanna see skin doctor la, when only my parents will be free and bring me there??=.=
Just woke up an hour ago, at 9.10, so early, LOL. But slept at 1 something, crazy la me.
lolxxxx
DAMN MYSELF, 2 days ago, i messaged him accidently, luckily he didn't reply me, P H E W, or else. . . . .H.a.i.z.
But, haiz, i can't control myself to miss him again, G O S H ! !
For the first week, yess, i really thought myself did forget him, don't really think of him, and don't feel like talking to him. But now i know, i don't want to, it's because, i.s.c.a.r.e., i scare, we will not talk like normal; i scare, we wil quarrel. Just scare of everything. I don't want to lose him. See, i broke my promise again. Whatever, i still wanna "fang xia" him, at least, for now.
I will settle it after pmr, add oil for myself.
Nowadays kinda close to xxx. Haha, he is fun. Whatever.
3 days can on. Then on like crazy lol, after today no more on9. Sob Sob T.T
30 MORE DAYS TO REACH PMR!!!!
Damn la, forehead itchy like shit=.=, i wanna see skin doctor la, when only my parents will be free and bring me there??=.=
Just woke up an hour ago, at 9.10, so early, LOL. But slept at 1 something, crazy la me.
lolxxxx
DAMN MYSELF, 2 days ago, i messaged him accidently, luckily he didn't reply me, P H E W, or else. . . . .H.a.i.z.
But, haiz, i can't control myself to miss him again, G O S H ! !
For the first week, yess, i really thought myself did forget him, don't really think of him, and don't feel like talking to him. But now i know, i don't want to, it's because, i.s.c.a.r.e., i scare, we will not talk like normal; i scare, we wil quarrel. Just scare of everything. I don't want to lose him. See, i broke my promise again. Whatever, i still wanna "fang xia" him, at least, for now.
I will settle it after pmr, add oil for myself.
Nowadays kinda close to xxx. Haha, he is fun. Whatever.
3 days can on. Then on like crazy lol, after today no more on9. Sob Sob T.T
30 MORE DAYS TO REACH PMR!!!!
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