What should i do?

Haiz, suddenly very scare. I scare i can't do well in my BM paper la. =.=, damn the BM, how good if we don't have to study BM, haiz.

Wrote some karangans today, the jenayah thing i used 2 hours to finish man=.=. Really can't think of the point la. Very scare if PMR also like that. Haiz. Later somemore have to study about the novel part, h e a d a c h e. BM SUCKS MAN!!! Really scare i can't score an A for it X_x, just wish myself luck.


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I really don't understand what my brain thinking through now, at this so nervous moment and it's the last chance-study moment, suddenly i very miss him. How good if he wish me again and give me confidence? How good if he message me and sayin supports me? How good if i can chat with him and decrease my nervous-ness? How good if he is beside me? How good if i'm huggin him? GOSH i'm just thinkin too much. I promised myself not to think too much, and now i SHOULD NOT think of all these things!!! ARGH, wish to shout hardly now. HELP ME??? I miss him so much.


Truly by,
M.E


T h e e n d
1947, Saturday, 19th of September