Today and so on

So tired at this stupid moment, don't plan to study already, so tired, my eyes are gonna close when i read the kh book, those alatan alatan drives me crazy, a lot of things such like account, paip paip and electronic i hate it so much, sometimes i wonder whats the point for girls to study electronic and those paip thing, whats the point of studying? isn't it lame huh? For me it is=.=..and those stupid account, kunci kira kira la, simpan kira la, kira until i sot, dumb man.

Spent my whole afternoon for the seminar, 6 hours of studying, but well, it's kinda fun, i luv those teachers, they're from jabatan peperiksaan wan, and their teaching skill is cool, thats why i say its fun. Even how many hours they talk i won't feel borin and never sleepy, there's the power of them, and it's the first time that the time can past so fast for me even it's 6 hours of studying, but not include the resting time la. But tommorrow is the most boring subject and the worst subject of all, BM=.=, it's oso my favourite subject sejarah, G R E A T. And plus, tommorow got extra tutor talk, got physically doctor come to the centre and give us advice at what stream we should enter and, what type of people are we. Same thing, from 9 til 4 something i guess for tomorrow, but i hoped can stay longer, don't feel like staying at home.

Oh yeah, bought a new clothe today. It't a whole jeans. But the pant part does't fit me, upper part loose lik hell=.=, have to change it next week, 35 bucks, not cheap but not expensive too for me, cause too long din buy new clothe ma..haha stupid, lolx..

Awhile more time to sleep, eyes trying to close now=.=, afternoon sleep so long but the eyes still so lousy, swt.


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现在的我，已经没有再想什么了，我只想一直喜欢他，直到有一天我真的忘记了他。
但我已好久好久，没跟他说话了，忽然好怀念，以前我们每天一直谈天，从早谈到晚的时光。虽然应该只有一个月，或少过吧没和他一起罢了，但这短短的一个月，对我来说，真的好长，好长……就好像一年那么长。有时，无论我再做什么，我很自然的就会想起他。但我伤心时，我也会想起他，这就好像是自然反应，好像想念他已经成为我生活的一部分了。在这一秒钟内，我真的好想好想好想，紧紧地抱着他，不说话，一直那样抱着他，但这也只是我在发梦而已。
我和他的开始，就好像一场梦，来得快，去得也快。我不知道以后会如何，现在我只想专注学业，pmr很快要来了，我不知道我可不可以放下他，但至少，我希望现在的我不会被他影响。希望我能做到吧！或许她不知道，他对我的影响可以那么深，那么深……
好希望快点考完试呢，他之前答应过会陪我出街，不知道他会遵守诺言吗？但我还是好期待啊！


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Th e e n d
2326, 22th of september, saturday